Somedays I'm not okay.
Today I am not okay. As we are all human we have our good days and bad days. Today, I’m having a bad day. Saying this, nothing entirely bad has happened to me. I made pancakes for breakfast, gave my bedroom a make over and did a work out. Except, I just feel like I want to cry and then go to sleep.
Today, everything is just too hard. Everything takes a little more effort and to be honest I’m sick of it. I’m frustrated that everything is always a little more harder and I’m constantly asking for help. I feel like such a burden. I feel like a burden because I’m wanting to redo my bedroom but it’s my Mum doing all the work because I can’t hang things up and pull things down. I know that I’m independent but I just wish everything was much more simple. It makes me feel like a failure.
I also feel extremely lonely, I feel as if I’m all alone with no one to talk to. I wish I didn’t feel this way. I wish I had a person tohat has my back and I can confide in. Don’t get me wrong, I know a lot of people but I feel like even though I have a lot of people I've met I don’t have that person who is there for me when I need to come put with me so I can vent or is just down to have a good time.
I shouldn’t complain. Things in my life are good. It’s just that I’m struggling. Tomorrow I’ll be okay.